XxNothingnessxX

Tears roll down my face, As I cut myself, To release the pain. It hurts so much, But feels so good. The pain is draining from me, In drops of blood. As I watch my pain leave from me, I think, "How can this be, That I have so much pain When I'm only merely 16?". Then I remember the past that I've had, Memories of yelling, slamming doors, all the awful scars. I've cried too much, I've hated so many, That I don't think people will ever get me. I come back from my world of thoughts And realize that I've bled too much, It's all over the counter, It's becoming messy, But I don't care. I just want this pain out of me. I'm

Can't see, Can't breath, I feel so numb. I don't seem to understand, Why you lead me to believe, All these damn years That you actually loved me. What happened to "I'll always love you", "I'd never do anything to hurt you"? You also said you'd always be there for me, But where are you now? You're nowhere to be found Or is it that you dont want to be found? When you left all you said was bye, No sorry, No nothing. I feel like you used me. Didn't you think when you left that you'd hurt me? I guess not because, well, your gone. So I guess what I'm trying to say is good-bye. I don't want to be tourmented by the memories we'v